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Goodbye

you were my mentor,
I looked up to you,
why?
what did you do
to deserve my faith
my blind following
only to see the real you.
you are shallow and insecure
insensitive and prejudice
you don't realize
what you said truly hurts me.
how can you not know
how can you not care
you were supposed to be there
to help me when I fell
instead you pushed me down
like a bully you pushed me
then stepped on me as I fell
leaving me there battered and broken
in the ditch as I cried
yet you claim to be caring
how can you
when you are so narrow minded
you allowed someone else to tell you how to think
you would not even allow the courtesy
to ask me what it meant
you simply closed the door.
No, there was no misunderstanding
this is who I am
but do you understand what that means
do you understand
that you are no better then
the army in the past
crucifying innocent
people over their beliefs
Yes I am a witch.
But you sir,
are no saint.
My religion knows of no hell
But I know yours does
and as you have not followed
Your God's word
to love all as you wish to be loved
You will not be admitted
thru the gates into his heaven
You sir,
will be damned into hell.
I do not wish this on you
Pain can only be wished upon oneself
You have chosen your path
Do not call on me when you wish to change that.

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