It's Him

standing in the corner
I look out into the room
and I see him

I have been in love with him
for a very long time
but how can I tell him

he would never understand
we are only friends
although we could be so much more

will he ever know
just how much I really love him
how much I really care

I will never tell him
for the fear of losing
just what we really have

he is my life and my love
holder of my heart
and he will never know

together we will be friends forever
but to risk losing it all
I am not sure I can take that chance

I think I would be happier having him here
even as just friends
then having nothing at all

but to sacrifice it all
for just one lasting shot
what a choice to make

so here again I sit
back in my cozy corner
watching him be happy

hoping he will know
someday just how much
I truly love everything about him.

AmyMarie